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I just came from Rain and Lou's wedding and I have nothing incredibly mushy to write. (Rain took the throne of mushiness tonight --> "forever and ever and all eternity") A lot of CURSOR alumni came -- batchmates, some from the younger batch, and alumni who already graduated before I even applied. It really was an alumni homecoming of sorts.
Now I wonder what I would have missed if I didn't join CURSOR.
A LOT.
Let's start from the very beginning... In second thought, I'd probably do it in chapters -- or volumes -- as it's a very long story to tell. It would involve college, missions, acads, tears, my car, love life, choral singing, family, Eng'g Week rivalries and much much more.
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Nhiza sent a Sudoku MP Challenge to the CURSOR e-groups. I'm so tempted to solve it. I kinda miss programming. And yes, I am such a nerd.
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All week long I've waited for a Friday. I always have this image of how I should feel on Fridays -- like the best feeling I should have all week. But on Fridays I just bum around. And then I regret not enjoying the night. But when I do enjoy the weekend and turn out absolutely tired and cranky on Monday morning, I regret not sleeping in and resting. What's happening to me?
Maybe Mondays will always be that way. Blue. Manic. However you want to describe it. Rest assured, when I open my eyes on Monday morning, I will instatly miss the weekend.
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I love the rain. I love typhoons and suspended classes (oops I forgot I don't have these anymore) and curling up to a good book and sleeping all day! Hmmm-mmm... I love the rain.
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I'm leaving for Singapore (again) on Friday. I realize that my life has been a whirlwind of work since the start of the year. It seems as if time doesn't pass by when I'm not in Manila. I forget that it's already June and feel like it's early April.
I've been so busy (or at least I think I have) that I push a lot of people away. That's me. An empty soul with a barricade.
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hello my beloved cuzzin... i feel the same way as you do....i didn't realize its half the year...six months were gone....from working and working...except for my one month stay there, it was worth it!!!seeing all of you....i think thats how things are, you gonna work to live and live to work....but on the positive side, you work and earn and enjoy what you've reaped....life is short....i guess we have to live it to the fullest....you dont push people away you just need time to rest....but always remember though how much you unintentionally shut down other people to your life...the one who are sincere and love you will always stay....i love you chubbs!!! you are always be the sweetest and smartest cousin in the whole wide world....
ReplyDelete:,( thanks ate maimai! i miss you! love you!
ReplyDeletecongratulations in your first anniversary of working!!!its still a long way to go.....but im rest assured you'll just do fine.....faith in God, patience and determination, that's all you need...and you got it all...miss you too...ill see you on february...
ReplyDeletefirst of all, di ako mushy!!! nagsasabi lang ako ng totoo. hehehe
ReplyDeletesecond, wala na palang second. so to summarize. di ako musheeeee!!! hehehehe
rain, wag ka namang defensive... :) pag pala nagsasabi na ng totoo, honest ang adjective. hindi na mushy? hehehe :)
ReplyDelete"I love the rain. I love typhoons and suspended classes (oops I forgot I don't have these anymore) and curling up to a good book and sleeping all day! Hmmm-mmm... I love the rain."
ReplyDeleteooooh... you love me?! too bad i'm taken forever and ever and all eternity... hahahaha....
acheche :) you know this is not about you, rain!
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