Friday, June 8, 2007

Lost, not found


In my family, I've once been tagged as someone who loses or misplaces a lot of stuff. I think I lost 2 colemans back in highschool in the span of 1 week. Back then, I didn't really care about drinking water. I lost them with no remorse whatsover, just another heavy thing off my back.

Come college, I started losing umbrellas. When it rains, you have to let them dry outside the classroom. Now the tricky part is, you have to remember to get them after class, even if the sun is already shining outside. My worst experience was when I bought a new umbrella after I lost the old one, only to lose the new umbrella after using it once. It sucks, I know.

What really sucks is when you lose something of value. Sometimes, for the monetary amount, but most of the time, for the memories and sentimental things you attach to it. I lost an anklet from Galera that Sarah gave me. Funny thing is, I also lost it in Galera. I was sad losing it as I've worn it everyday since I got it.

When I started working, my rosary fell off my pocket in an FX. Sharing the incident to Miki over YM, I was starting to cry a bit. I received that rosary on my first communion and praying with it really helped me through the hardest times. It's really sad that I lost it, but I just hope it still helps someone get through life's daily challenges.

Tonight, as I was preparing for bed, I realized that I lost one of my pseudo-diamond earrings. I bought them with my first paycheck from my on-the-job training. They were supposed to be a reminder of my first work experience. I've worn them almost everyday since I bought them. Now after 3 years, I only have one left. And this caps off a really bad week for me.

I guess I can always take comfort in thinking that at least I have half of the pair. But then again, what do I do with only one earring?

9 comments:

  1. You are not alone. Marami na rin akong gamit na kinuha ng the borrowers at never na binalik.

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  2. idol, ok lng yan, nawala ko din yung other half ng earrings that my mom gave me... na binigay pa sa kanya nung high school grad nya ng tita ko. :( during engg week pa! hay. :(

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  3. i feel for you, chubbs. :-) (notice nawala yung "ate" hihihi)

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  4. chubbs....im like that too....i mean i dont usually lose things, gawain yun ni ate mitz.....hehhe but it is always hard to me to let go of something and someone....i really value everything i have now...i value and keep everything, actually i still have the first watch given to me by mama.....hay hirap talag...dont worry about the earrings everything you see is the reminder of your hardships......smile na ha.....

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  5. hm, pede mo itago in the meantime tapos dapat yung soon to be bf mo, may butas ang isang ear... para siya magsusuot...hehe. =p o diba? mas may meaning! hehe. *kiligers*

    seriously though, minsan nga nakakalungkot pag sobrang valuable nung nawala pero as long as you really never forget what they represent, ok na lang din siguro =) better than not having that memory at all diba chubbie? =D

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  6. di ka nag-iisa. simula nang nagwork ako sa sports, actually noon pa palang college marami na kong nawalang "earring" - minsan nga sa bahay ko na lang nar-realize na isa na lang pala ang suot ko. shyetttt. :(

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  7. bad vibes noh? it's one thing to realize you've lost an earring. and it's another to know you looked like a fool wearing only one the whole time. :(

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  8. alam mo pag may nawawala akong gamit iniisip ko na lang na baka kaya un nawala kasi mas makakatulong un sa taong makakakuha nun.. like ung rosary, nde mo lang alam pero baka fate is behind it, baka napunta un sa taong mas nangangailangan nun. :)

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  9. nawala mo yung rosary mong yun? you showed that to me several times lalo na noong thesis days. ako din i lost a rosary. bigay pa naman ni lola at favorite rosary ko yun ever since. sa sinehan ko pa nawala. nadulas din sa pocket. don't think i'd ever find another one like it. naka-move on na naman and i have another one na bigay din ni lola. hehe.

    as for the earring, agree na lang ako kay chris. ;D

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