Things I miss

1. Jogging
I didn't go jogging this week because I felt too tired. Now I think I'm having an alone-time deficit.

2. UP
The trees, the classes, even the chaotic reg times. I miss UP so much. I miss being in school so much. Especially now that Eng'g Week's just a month away.

3. Choral Singing
In about a week or two, people will start practicing for the Awitan. I miss our Choco Mocha nights. I miss going home at 9pm every evening after practices. I miss practicing our songs late at night with Noteworthy. I miss enjoying crappy arrangements (*ehem*). I miss hearing our voices blend. I miss singing so much.

4. Driving
I miss my car. I miss waking up at 9am in the morning and leaving at 9.45am to catch my 10am class. I miss driving through Philcoa and then seeing the big Unibersidad ng Pilipinas sign and the Oblation on the way to Eng'g. I miss going home late at night after Genmeets or Friday night dinners with my car jampacked with friends. I miss driving. Even turning on my signal lights.

5. Writing
One of my heart's greatest desires. I want to be a writer. I know I will be. Right now, I just miss the times when I can sit down and write a story. I miss being inspired. I miss being the editor, the poet -- the passionate writer.

6. Old Times
I sometimes hope that time would just go on a cycle. That things would go on like it used to be -- so carefree and so filled with happiness and smiles. I sometimes wish that our actions wouldn't have consequences, that things wouldn't have to be complicated. I wish that you can encapture experiences that bring you joy in glass and then just repeat it over and over again. I wish I wouldn't have to say goodbye.

I miss the old times because of their innocence and the happiness that I felt because of them. I wish it didn't turn out this way, but I know this is how it's supposed to be. I feel bad about closing this door. I feel bad about saying goodbye to you. But I have to.

 

*If you did not understand #6, please do not mind. I had to do this for myself. Thanks.
If you did, please do keep your mouth shut. Thanks again.